Friday, March 11, 2016

f r i d a y + close your eyes try to breath feel the ground beneath your feet

a song // ground

"Be still
Though chaos rains around you now 
Only so much rain can fall at once 
Breathe in
And let the air envelope you 
And slow but sure, serenity will come 

Close your eyes 
Try to breathe 
Feel the ground beneath your feet
It's still there 
The world still turns around 

Stand up 
Though circumstance has knocked you down 
There is nothing gained by staying within it's reach

Take strength
In every failure you endure
Our mistakes have many lessons they can teach 

Close your eyes 
Try to breathe 
Feel the ground beneath your feet
It's still there 
The world still turns around 

Destroy 
These walls you've built around yourself 
You can't take another step until they're gone 

Move out 
No use in dwelling in the past 
Bid farewell to all your fears and carry on 

Close your eyes 
Try to breathe 
Feel the ground beneath your feet
It's still there 
The world still turns around" - assemblage 23

andy stopped by and hung out with me for a couple of hours last night. andy is o's older brother. i knew him for years before i ever knew owen. we had many adventures. he is the one that set us up on our first date:) gosh i miss him more than is imaginable.

i am seeing a good therapist. i met with her yesterday and it was very very emotional, but good.

i had a really really good weekend last week. i had to keep pausing to appreciate how good it felt to feel some happiness. i had the day off friday. i had a killer run and spent the day with lehua and her friend and we had a great time! i also got some serious raking done in my yard. here are some scenes if you would like to see...










horseshoe springs // early saturday morning i went with marissa to take the pups out hiking and swimming in the west desert. it was fantastic. we stopped and grabbed some lunch on the way home.
when i got home i got my hair cut. bangs plus 6 inches chopped off! still getting used to it. after that i went for a trail run with my friend julie. and she gave me one of the sweetest things i have ever received.  this little ring with o man engraved on it. i still can't get over how much i love it! i love it so much. saturday night christine and i ate thai and went to a movie. it was a good, full day.





i finally got to spend some time with kimberly sunday afternoon. she had so much to tell me. she helped me make lunch and after we ate we decided to bake cookies. we put mini peanut butter cups in them. the weather was stormy and rainy and perfect for baking. we had a movie playing on the kindle and she taught me new card game.

then the gals came over for tea and we started a new puzzle:)

i got my taxes done. that was painful.

i have the whole week off next week because angie and her boys are coming to visit! i am so excited. angie is going to the daughter concert with me wednesday night! andy is going to watch the boys for us. remember how o bought the tickets the night they went on sale and he was so excited to tell me that he jumped on the bed as soon as i woke up to make the announcement? i miss him i miss him i miss him.

well, we are caught up for now i guess. i am taking a girlfriend on a night hike tonight and then we will go out for some delicious food.

hope your weekend is adventurous.

xo,

cyr





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