ayokay // kings of summer
you will hear from me soon. i have so much to share in this space about the last 5 months of my life. i miss writing and posting in this space. my journal. i haven't been home for almost a month. i have been to new countries, i have heard countless bands play live, i have been up many mountains, i have run races, i have skinny dipped, i have jumped into lakes and rivers, i have ridden my bike in the city with friends late into the night, i have reached the last year of my 30's, i have been working on re-defining my relationship with god, i have gone surfing, i have had amazing sex, i have danced, i have gone to new national parks, i have been treating my cancer, i still can't sleep, i still have terrible nightmares, i have been in slot canyons, i have a new tattoo, i have felt alive, i have felt sexy, i have felt dead, i have felt empty, i have felt so very happy, i have felt frustrated, i have felt angry, i have felt the depths of sadness, i have felt so alone and misunderstood, i have had panic attacks and anxiety, i have felt more adventurous and free and outgoing than ever, i have run down the beach with my sisters in the pitch dark during a lightening storm, i have friends that go up the peaks and down the trails with me, i have danced on mountain tops, i have a group of friends that are a family to me and i love them, i have gone on road trips, i have slept under the stars, in a camper van and in a tent, i have seen countless sunset, some of them in places i never imagined possible...on the beach in nicaragua, on the white cliffs of dover, from a mountain top...
here's a little photo montage glimpse. i will write individual posts.
best summer of my life.
toodles for now lovers. my body is still adjusting to the time zone and i should be sleeping!